Archive for the ‘Reflective’ Category

The Camera and the Crown


07 Nov

Having read the Wikipedia entry on Zygmunt Bauman and one of his papers, “Alone Again: Ethics After Certainty”. I’ve been thinking about the camera. Bauman looks at the camera twice, firstly as the creator of still images, and then as the creator of moving images.

He points to the still image as a cultural anchor, framing our world in a permanence of the past and a token of certainty, the moving image by contrast frames modernity as transient and insubstantial. In all fairness, Bauman is quite old and clearly not a child of the internet. If the previous two incarnations of the camera create a sense of permanence and then impermanence, what does the current crop of youtube clips indicate?
I would suggest that they point to a community of production and consumption, where permanence and impermanence is not the central issue, but the relationships between the images and their authenticity is the most pressing concern. Relationships that are authentic now guide the zeitgeist.

This is not however my main concern, another idea that Bauman traces is the idea that modern society tries to take out the uncertainty of life, but such an endeavor is simply not possible with all people in every society. From this arises the specter of “the other” or as Bauman calls him, “the stranger”. The fear of the unknown and uncontrollable now has a face; it’s the pedophile, or the Jew, or the Muslim, or the black, the gay, the refugee. Some of these groups are shadows (such as the pedophile), some are real (such as the Jews), but what they have in common is that none are threats unto themselves. All the hand waving about the risks of anyone of the previous groups has nothing to do with actual risk, and everything to do with fear of the unknown and the uncontrollable.

After the great depression, the stranger was the Jew; and we all know how that turned out, don’t we?
So as a photographer, where do I see the lens now? Society has come to see the camera as a symbol of authority; the news cameraman and the CCTV are both symbols of power. When I publicly wield a camera I do so to take pictures. Culturally however, I have assumed a tool of authority for my own ends. People are shocked, SHOCKED, to discover that people can take their photo in public and there’s nothing they can do about it. After all, the image is mine. I used to tell people that cameras really can’t steal your soul, but I sort of missed the point.

People aren’t actually concerned with their souls being stolen when their picture is taken in public. They’re worried that they will become unwilling participants in a cycle of production and consumption. They fear an asymmetrical relationship between the viewer and the subject; and this state of mind is only possible because of a disintegration of the concept of society, and the attendant loss of the public-self. I am “The Stranger”, and suddenly everyone believes that they are islands unto themselves, and the camera becomes the conquistador.

The camera is not a crown, but in a society where individuals distance themselves from moral duty as being “a private concern”, the camera with its power to document and critique the subject beyond the influence of their own network of relationships, it becomes an instrument of power. I personally welcome the scrutiny, as a person who is publicly moral, and the rest be damned.

Becoming organised


03 Nov

I have a love/hate relationship with chaos. I will openly and freely admit to enjoying the excitement of a last minute deadline, a dozen conflicting commands, or total technological failure. I will also admit that this is a sad and pitiful way to get one’s thrills.

So I’m going to be more organised. Zen like if you will. I have installed gtd-php to manage my work flow, but more than that, I have decided that I want to do my life differently. Reacting to chaos leaves no room for pleasure, and too much excitement leaves me drained.

I have things I want to do, and things I need to do, and they both shall have their doing.

Fatigue


10 Jan

So what's the plan? Gossip, senseless, wonderful gossip. A few of my favourite message boards have been going down the shitter for quite sometime now and I realised that if I wanted a cool message board to hang out on, I had to make it myself. Of course no one comes to an empty message board so I'm going to have to put some content on it, and I'll be strong arming my friends to do the same, hopefully with some cross promotion in the gay rags and on queer radio I might be able to get an audience together.

There is also a page of rules on Pinksheep. I'm a little worried that it sounds very hard arsed and not fun, but I figure you have to tell people up front that blinking avatars aren't cool. Some people just have no taste.

I'll also be doing a weekly one hour pod-cast; hopefully with my flatmate Matthew. I honestly don't know how well it will come out. An hour of quality programming is no mean feat, I will try to fill it with news, a few musical numbers and sketch comedy. The last one is a bit exciting, I've spent some time on character development, but it was with an eye on television script writing. Hopefully some of the characters and sketches will translate nicely to radio, sadly the dearth of voice actors in my home means that I'll probably be doing it myself and doing a shit load of pitch shifting in post production. Doesn't that make me sound like I know what I'm doing? I almost positively famous, I can feel it!]]>

ve always found it hard to focus, but then again, who doesn’t? Possibly the Germans, but we all know how that ended up. I’ve decided to breathe new life into Pinksheep.Com. I thought about doing it through Antijoe but that didn’t appeal to me in the long term. I wanted this to be for the people, Antijoe is for me.

So what’s the plan? Gossip, senseless, wonderful gossip. A few of my favourite message boards have been going down the shitter for quite sometime now and I realised that if I wanted a cool message board to hang out on, I had to make it myself. Of course no one comes to an empty message board so I’m going to have to put some content on it, and I’ll be strong arming my friends to do the same, hopefully with some cross promotion in the gay rags and on queer radio I might be able to get an audience together.

There is also a page of rules on Pinksheep. I’m a little worried that it sounds very hard arsed and not fun, but I figure you have to tell people up front that blinking avatars aren’t cool. Some people just have no taste.

I’ll also be doing a weekly one hour pod-cast; hopefully with my flatmate Matthew. I honestly don’t know how well it will come out. An hour of quality programming is no mean feat, I will try to fill it with news, a few musical numbers and sketch comedy. The last one is a bit exciting, I’ve spent some time on character development, but it was with an eye on television script writing. Hopefully some of the characters and sketches will translate nicely to radio, sadly the dearth of voice actors in my home means that I’ll probably be doing it myself and doing a shit load of pitch shifting in post production. Doesn’t that make me sound like I know what I’m doing? I almost positively famous, I can feel it!

I write, therefore I am.

Antijoe: the construction and its other.